The narrator arrives at 46, Marconi Street, a house owned by
a certain Ms. Dorling. The door is opened a mere inch by a woman who seems not
to know the narrator and treats her with cool incivility. However, during the
course of the interaction, three important realisations occur:
1) The narrator realises that she is at the correct
address as Mrs. Dorling is wearing her mother's sweater. From the
faded buttons, it is evident that the sweater has been worn fairly often.
2) The narrator knows she is unwelcome as
Mrs. Dorling does not even let the narrator come into the house. The narrator
goes away disappointed and unsuccessful in collecting her things.
3) The narrator hears a door open and close within the house
behind Mrs. Dorling. The readers know then that there is another person
in the house,someone whom Mrs. Dorling is anxious to keep away from the
narrator.
As the narrator walks back to the train station, she recalls
how once on returning home from the university during the first half of World
War II, she had found several of their household items missing. Her mother had
then informed her that Mrs. Dorling, an old acquaintance of her mother's, had
renewed their contact and insisted that she (Mrs. Dorling) keep their things
safe during the war. The narrator also recalls another incident when she had
seen Mrs. Dorling for an instant in a brown coat and shapeless hat, before the
woman left with yet another instalment of the narrator's things.
The narrator's mother,
an apparently gullible woman, did not seem to suspect Mrs. Dorling of any
ulterior motive. Mrs. S, the narrator's woman was more worried about Mrs.
Dorling hurting herself or being attacked by someone while carrying their
things back to Marconi street for safekeeping. She asked her daughter to
remember Mrs. Dorling's address in case the narrator was the only one who
survived the war.
After the first unsuccessful visit, the narrator ruminates
about why she took so long to return for her mother's things. The
war and the loss of her family had settled heavily on the narrator's heart. She
only felt fear and hesitation when she thought about the things kept at Mrs.
Dorling's house. Each of those things carried memories of her life before the
war. The pain of loss stopped her from returning for her things sooner.
The impact of war on civilians has been portrayed in several books and movies
including 'The Diary of a Young Girl: Anne Frank', 'Sarah's Key' by Tatiana de
Rosnay, 'The Boy in the Striped Pyjamas' by John Boyne and movies such as
'Schindler's List'. The torture of the concentration camps, the loss of loved
ones left a painful ever-lasting impact. The narrator's observation of the
light-coloured bread, familiar views and unthreatened sleep implies the coarse
stale food of the camps, the view of barren land and barbed wires and a sleep
forever threatened with pain and death.
After the first failed attempt, the narrator tried to visit Mrs. Dorling again. This time, the woman was not at home and she was greeted by her fifteen year old daughter. The girl showed off the antiques in her house to the narrator oblivious to the fact that they had once belonged to the narrator's own home. When the narrator finds that her things had now become part of someone else's life and memories, she decides not to take her things after all. The memories associated with her things were overwhelming, there was no space for such fancy items in the small room where she lived now, everything was now a part of someone else's home and life creating new memories each day. The visit was actually successful in the sense that the narrator was finally able to find the strength to move on and felt that of all the memories left behind by the war, the address with her mother's old things would be the easiest to forget.
After the first failed attempt, the narrator tried to visit Mrs. Dorling again. This time, the woman was not at home and she was greeted by her fifteen year old daughter. The girl showed off the antiques in her house to the narrator oblivious to the fact that they had once belonged to the narrator's own home. When the narrator finds that her things had now become part of someone else's life and memories, she decides not to take her things after all. The memories associated with her things were overwhelming, there was no space for such fancy items in the small room where she lived now, everything was now a part of someone else's home and life creating new memories each day. The visit was actually successful in the sense that the narrator was finally able to find the strength to move on and felt that of all the memories left behind by the war, the address with her mother's old things would be the easiest to forget.
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